It's MIDBREAK time, but...

My wishful thinking up there...

 

 yet, down here is the reality. 

Sad. So sad.

let me rest... ugh, but that **** assignments wake me up

*: get a two-week break to finish all assignments that due after the break

My biggest concern per nowadays

It's all about THIS!

One thing has been worrying me as of lately. I recently have been in a pretty hectic school life's schedule --i.e., due to me having not only lectures but also tutorials to attend plus weekly homework of all courses to do as well. Busy, busy.

For me, my Uni life couldn't get any worse than this term because, well, obviously because with this much in my hand I've had enough already. Migraines here and there. 

But, it's not about my busy weekly life that I wanted to rant here. Yes, above issues are my concern, too. Who said not? 

To be honest, there is one thing that's still haunting me up to now. Deep inside my fragile heart, this issue worries me a lot; more than me feeling troubled with flight delays or the high-rocketing transfer fees. This is more than all of those concerns you may think I may have concerned about.

This is about something that deals with a matter of surviving life and improving your life even better, and bigger. Literally.

I've aforementioned that recently I'm in a busy mode. Now my biggest concern starts from there (ehm, slash that!), now, my biggest concern has become even more bigger (ignore grammar here, please!) because the busier I am, the more I want to have... food. 

I, uh, I know that it seems is clear that I am fond of food quite*something*big, perhaps the number of times I think about food is higher than any common people (=one common person x 60 x 24 per lazy day).

It's awesomely frightening if you really count how many times I crave for food. It's scary you don't even want to know!

Well, this is precisely what makes me feel uneasy.

Lately, I've slept too much that I lost count. I even forgot whether it's night or day. Ahem, OK, I exaggerate here a little bit, but more or less so, so...

I don't even do a proper exercise for the sake of my health. What's more, I don't like exercising. It's exhausting, because I get tired easily. (Yeah, that's exactly why you need exercise, you fool girl! Ugh, I can't believe I write it to myself... Oh, dilemma!)

Then, the craving for food is such an annoyance. Like, right now, while I'm typing for this post my brain keeps sending me a signal for food. I'm hungry, hungry, hangrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeee... oops. Lose control, my bad.

Guess, I should stop here. Gotta grab something to eat, or else...