I find it is very stupid of me to actually post a 'test from God' aka accident of my OWN in my very own BLOG. Heh. (on a side note, is there any saying that goes something like 'stupid things follow stupid people'? if there is, then I'm in serious problem...)
So, about a week ago I was a bit unfortunate. Though I knew that it was such a FATEful event in my life. Getting hit by a can of tuna. (There you go!) Right on my face. Under my eye. Very precise. It was so fateful that I was deeply grateful God was very very Merciful He did not let the tuna can hit my dear eyes. *sobs
How did I get entangled with the tuna can you ask? Clearly enough it was not because I liked to have a physical contact with a tuna. A tuna can to be exact.
And on my poor face of all places. I was sane enough to know that a tuna can was meant for eating.
I was trying to take a box of tissue that time. My friend and I had just finished dinner and we ran out of the tissue on the table. So, I just casually took it out from the kitchen's cabinet which was above me. I realized there were some tuna cans piling up right beside the tissue box. And it seemed that when I tried to take the tissue out, the edge of the box must have touched the cans at the upper level. Two of the tuna cans fell down, and being a shorty, though not that so shorty that I was...while looking up to the cabinet, one of the falling cans landed nicely onto my face before it reached the floor. Very nicely, that it left such a deep impression on me. I felt stunned for a second there and pain none the less, before I quickly realized that I got hit by the tuna can. It was really really hurt.
I then noticed that it left my face a mark. A scar. Duh.
And I really disliked seeing blood... urrgh, so soon after I applied some medicine to help recover the scar. It worked, apparently, although few days later I kept having pain especially around my eye.
Now, the scar has begun to slowly disappear, but the swelling seems taking longer to heal... still feeling pain when touching it... I'm just afraid since it is under my eye... What if something and something happens and affects my eye? What if... Okay, enough with this stupid hallucination.
Fact is, I do pray it will heal completely soon...
Fine, fine, I'm still having stupid hallucination. Oh, God, getting rid of stupid feelings sure is a hard thing.