If a mistake could be anymore sillier

On one of the days, of one things I could do... I chose to make a mistake. 

The stupidest. The silliest. The dumbest. Of all the mistakes the world possibly has.

That time, that I will remember my whole life.

That time, when I thought I should get rid of some unused software installed in my laptop. I went to >Start< then to >Control Panel< then I clicked on >Programs and Features< then moved the cursor until I saw >Uninstall a Program<

I found what I wanted. Clicked on a particular program in the list. Uninstalled.

Up until several programs, I did well. So far nobody's hurt. Not me, at least. Not sure with the software developers, though.

But then, I came across bothering words. Ugh, I mean, I was bothered that there were more than one Mozilla Firefox versions. AND SO. I decided to take an action. One of the versions needed to be removed.

Feeling that it was an important decision to make, quickly I moved my finger to the oldest version of Mozilla, and ordered the laptop to remove it from my life. Forevah.

And it DID. Literally. 

Not only that the oldest version was gone, the newest was too. Even worse, in fact, I couldn't find the Mozilla Firefox icon in my laptop!!

What had I done??? Oh, my God... I did it again. 

Why in the world I didn't even think twice when deleting it. I felt so horribly stupid. 

Then I had to open another browser, found the latest version of Mozilla, and installed it again into my laptop. HA. A smart and efficient girl would have never gone through this silly happening in her life. What a drama!

And to think that it was me again who kept documenting the silly-things-and-their-affairs into a book of record. 

Phew. 

if this were the icon, I might've been thinking twice, no... thrice!

To Sydney, Again!

balik dari liburan musim panas gue yang cukup panjang dan lama... empat-an bulan gitu, gue akhirnya menjejak lagi di bumi Australia, negri wool, kalo kata trio kwek-kwek. 

sebenernya ada banyak banget yang pengen gue tumpahkan ke blog ini, cuma berhubung gue masih jetlag (deu...) bawaanya pengen tidur mulu... dan gue pengen banget menimpakan kekesalan gue ini gara-gara susah tidur pules pas waktu di bandara sampe pas waktu di pesawat... akibat seringnya gue terbangun karena ada turbulence... *gue kan orangnya udah gampang kagetan, gituh... ehm.

so, berhubung juga enggak ada barang bukti yang bisa gue tampilin di sini,,, bahwa gue udah menjejak kembali di (mantan) ibukota Australia, alias Sydney, pada hari kemarin itu (tercatat di imigrasi Australia pada tanggal 2 Maret 2013)... maka gue putuskan (setelah pertimbangan matang) untuk meng-unggah --->

[ini ya, gue penasaran banget sama yang nentuin kata 'upload' dalam bahasa Indonesia ke 'unggah' ini... beribet bener gue ngomongnya... kenapa sih bukan kata-kata yang speaker friendly, macem 'taruh', ato 'letak'??... gue rasanya mau protes, tapi kuatir juga kalo disangka unjuk rasa yang berlebihan... aduh, serba salah gue sama kata 'unggah' ini, mau dipake tapi ribet, mau pake kata 'upload' aja tapi ntar dikira sok bule... haduuh...]

---> foto yang ada aja, yakni, foto pas gue pertama kali sukses touchdown kota Sydney, yang kebetulan adalah bareng-bareng temen gue yang bakalan kuliah di sini juga. kenapa gue pasang foto ini, ya tiada lain alasannya karena cuma foto ini yang eksis... yang bisa ada juga karena kesediaan temen gue buat motoin diri gue dan beberapa temen yang lain.

so, welcome me back, Sydney!!

bahagia telah sampai dengan selamat sentosa... sambil mejeng *ckckck

anak-anak hilang yang bahagia

A Flashback to My January of 2012

Jan 1

"semakin lama pistol udah jadi barang primer... mungkin malah lebih murah dari sembako. huft..."

Jan 5

> "Apa salah para pekerja2 dr luar sampai harus mati di tanah yg konon merupakan serambi Mekkah?? Are they going to have genocide here??

"Bloody January"

> "Skor toefl pns min 600??? Gilak,, bener2 lawak dah.. Mo saingan ma kampus luar negri neh???

Wew, just what the govt thinking? Such a ketoprak humor,, hadeuh"

Jan 8

> "Should we start talking about something else?"

> "to make the things right, or to make the right things...?"

Jan 9

> "Is there anybody who can read people's mind??? Gaahh, lu kira jean grey? Macem X-Men aja neh pilem... Sodara2 sekalian, mari tontonlah The Cell 2,, di tipi2 sodara2... hee"

> "Places that I'd like to visit...are where I can see things that I can see."

Jan 10 

> "Wish ada 24h deliperi serpis....tiba2 ada orkestra dari daerah lambung....semacam gak makan aja. (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩) ....pasti ini gara2 ujan...ya, pasti... (ˇ_ˇ'!l)

> "Saweu gampooong...saweu gampooong... ┐('⌣'┐) (┌'⌣')┌"

Jan 11

> "if your heart really desires for it, the whole world will help.. (˘⌣˘)"

> "baru2 buka fesbuk,, kenak spam video ajib2... hadeuh,, ampir gue smash laptop..."

Grup Metal Norwegia Lecehkan Nabi Muhammad | Republika Online www.republika.co.id  > "Lagi2 bawa-bawa kebebasan berekspresi... hah, coba dia disuruh 'terjun bebas' dari atas gedung,, yakin 1000% gak bakal mau... ckckck, manusia emang yang paling hobi nyari2 alesan!!!  "There's no absolute freedom in the world! Please, respect others!! Such a disgrace to the mankind, those band! Just Disband already!!! *bikin gue emosi siang2..." > "ada cerita2 lucu, ada cerita2 sedih, ada cerita2 bikin nyesek hati, ada cerita2 parah... haah, banyak cerita2 dalam sekali jumpa... ^__^" > "misi saweu gampong...selese! hee...(cc: Silviana Dulife, Sitti Rahmi, Enny Jurisa)" Jan 12 ‎> "when you kill one, you'll become a murderer... but, when you kill a thousand, you'll become a hero." *heh, bisa gitu ya... > "Link2 video ajib2 tuh bener2 bikin was-was hati...jadi terpaksa ngecek akun fesbuk,, jangan sampe gua kesangkut kasus 'penyebaran video *****" Bisa2 akun gua harus pensiun dini thanks to pencipta link2 video ajib2... (⌣́_⌣̀)"

Jan 13

> "why do I keep changing?

….it is so that you doubt your eyes."

> "if only I knew what I know today."

Jan 14

"Till we meet again...

*ke jakarta aku pun kan transit... (maap, pak koes lagunya terpeleset... hehe)"

 Jan 15

"Mendengar lagu yg tdk seharusnya gue denger..jadi terharu banget... Nyebelin nih (>╭╮<)"

Jan 16

> "Mari belajar Mandarin...

Wo ce tao lah...hehe *apaan sih? (¬_¬")"

> "Bahasan ttg etika berkomunikasi lewat ruang sosial maya, yah, macem fesbuk gini... Etikanya ya gak jauh beda kayak didunia nyata... Watch what you say! Bicarain yg baek2 aja... Jangan sampe ada aksi tuduh-menuduh lah... Um, bagi yg udah terlanjur fitnah..ada baiknya tobat nasuha..hehe *ini saran beneran, lho... (˘⌣˘)"

 Jan 19

"wew.. your life is still not secured,,, tuing2 *__*"

Jan 21

> "too many things to do, too little time... *sakitpala +__+"

Dewan Fatwa Malaysia Sebut Minuman Beralkohol Ringan Tergolong Halal | Republika Online www.republika.co.id  > "phew... kemarin juga baru dengar ada perdebatan ttg kadar alkohol dalam air... paham 1: bila ada setetes saja minuman beralkohol jatuh ke dalam air (yang halal zatnya), maka air itu jadi haram. paham 2: tapi karena air itu lebih banyak dari kadar alkohol tadi, maka air tersebut tetap halal. duh, sepertinya jadi harus benar2 ngerti fiqh, biar cukup ilmu halal/haram sesuatu nih... kalau perkara syubhat begini memang gampang memancing kontroversi..." Inilah Tiga Masalah Mendasar Negara-negara Islam | Republika Online www.republika.co.id  > "sebelum negri2 muslim berhenti bertikai antar sesamanya, mungkin memiliki satu kekhalifahan Islam yang kuat hanya sebuah 'utopia'... too many things to do, too little time.." Bertaruh Nyawa Demi Berangkat Sekolah www.fimadani.com  > "Dear para wakil saya... ahem, gimana kalo anggaran dpr dialihkan aja kesini... secara anda2 semua itu wakil saya, udah seyogyanya dong mendengar aspirasi kita2 disini.. gimana? deal tak?? *ngarep aja kali2 ada wakil saya yg lagi iseng ngecek fesbuk trus ngebaca komplain saya... ^__^" > "besok sabtu juga...owh, akirnya... *terharu banget T T"

Jan 22

"AArgghH...kotak pinsil gua raib...kececerkah?? (-̩̩̩-͡ ̗--̩̩̩͡ )"

Jan 23
> "Kenapa kami tidak libur..kenapa?? *antuk-antuk bantal (˘̩̩̩~˘̩̩̩ƪ)"

> "‎saya tidak kurus... @__@".. itu tidak benar... (cc: Fitri Faradilla.. padahal selalu porsi jumbo nih...*malu2in*)"

> "Duduk deketan tapi masing2 pegang hape...tiba2 ada yg nyeletuk... 'You guys texting each other??" Gyahaha..yah, namanya juga kita lagi ikut ekstra kurikuler teknologi...ahaha (¬-̮¬")"

Jan 26

"Jalaan-jalaan..jalan-jalan...ƪƪ'▿') ('▿'ʃʃ ƪƪ'▿') ('▿'ʃʃ

*apa seh fufufu (¬-̮¬")

Jan 29

‎'When The Moon Split'

Jan 30

"naik haji itu memang ke Baitullah... T__T *mari menabung!!!

Jan 31

"uahh, bloggue tiba2 jadi ksatria baja hitam... dia berubah!! tiba2 jadi ada embel2 [dot]au ... @__@ *hiee, weirddd

Welcome, 2013!

A new year, again.

Welcome 2013... welcome new resolutions...

My long-term until end of the year resolution: be extreeemely glad to help the UN create new resolutions for a better world, and that means, WORLD PEACE, ladies and gentlemen!! Bravo to me!

On the other hand, my short-term resolution: thinking of what to write in my dearly blog...

*currently sitting while updating my blog, accompanied by a CSI serial with the investigator playing in a band at the end of it, followed by an episode of Law & Order. Now, that's what I called my new obsessions. 

Hee, watch out, THUNDER is coming your way!!!

As you grow older, you'll find yourself get scared easily for no reason... Ever had this in your mind?? No?? Well, at least I do think this way. Duh (˘_˘٥).

The story happened just last night. It was raining hard then. I was sitting with my back leaning to the wall, peacefully and intensely watching the CSI series on tv. Outside, the rain poured down heavily, just so you know it was not alone… along with a bolt of lightning and thunder, as well. In short, there were thunderstorms, ladies and gentlemen.

Supposedly, as a big, grown-up lady, such a thing as the sound of the thunder, however BIG it was, it should not be a big deal, right? It's not like I stand in the middle of nowhere and worrying if I may or may not be hit by the lightning... I was just INSIDE of my house, sitting while eating my cassava chip snack while watching an intense CSI serial.

Then it came. The thunderstorm. Really B-I-G one. Trust me. The grrrh, I mean, the roaring sound of the thunder had successfully led to me getting a (mild) panic attack which made me feel like my heart almost jumped out of my chest for a second there *gulp*. It was so terrifying that I decided to switch off the tv and ran to my bedroom in a hurry. And then, my mom asked something which awakened my subconscious self, "Have you turned off the tv? It’s lightning outside" to which I quickly replied “Yeah...” Then my mom went again asking me, “So, what's with those chips in your hand? Why bringing it into the bedroom?" "Uh? Hehe…" I was just laughing foolishly when then my sis voluntarily answered the question on my behalf, "That's because she got scared, he-eh…”

Yeah, right, what a shame… turned out I was a scaredy-cat in a human form… why in the world I felt afraid that I unknowingly carried along the snack I was eating, just because of the thunderstorms. Great. Now I need to add one more thing to be afraid of, in this whole universe. What a fragile woman, what's the use of watching the CSI series then?? (wait, does it really have any connection?) ARRGHH...

Can't I get afraid whenever there are thunderstorms??? Tell me why not???