I can't help it...I'm like any other humanbeings...

Just a few minutes ago, I tried to be tough.

Not that I knew what other people's worries, it's just that I tried to cheer myself upon. 

I guess I'm tired now. 

Never in my life I thought that situation could get any difficult. I wanted to be like any other people....letting their feelings out...

I wanted to get hold of everything I had wished...

I just couldn't let go my worry, nor I could tell it to others...and then my heart shed tears...

I am here, yet I am not...

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"Even if I'm in the midst of flowing time, I feel languid, look, spinning around and around

I can't even see my heart that leaves me; didn't you know that?

I don't know about my surroundings; I am who I am, that's it

Is it a waste to even say my own words?

I'm just tired of grieving; I should spend my time without feeling anything

Even if I'm given the words I'm at a loss for, my own heart is gone in the sky above

Does a future exist for someone like me?

Do I exist in a world like this?

Is it painful now? Is it sad now?

While I still don't even understand myself

I'm just tired of even walking; I don't even get to know about other people

Even if I'm in the midst of flowing time, I feel languid, look, spinning around and around

I can't even see my heart that leaves me; didn't you know that?"

~Touhou Lovelight OST~